a blog about me

ok guys bear with me I been up all night , drinked a few beers .
But I have been thinking. These days have been so stressful , so i told myself to start thinking about things that I have learn along the way in my 35 years. So here goes.

1. I DID NOT KNOW EVERYTHING (when I was a kid and teen)

2. My most inocent love was when I was 14. Even tho people say its only puppy love it is NOT. He is still as imortant today to me as he was then , he helped me grow into the love i can feel today.I truely did love him and now I know if my children say they love someone, it is real to them even if it is not to me.

3. I don't think i want to meet my love (even tho he syas he wants to) I want to keep those innocent love thoughts of him. I don't want to destroy it with real life problems. I think lets keep the fantasy of what could be , makes thing better with no let downs. after all people are human in in my mind he is not he is perfect.

4. I thank god for everyday I am alive , I am lucky to be alive for the crap I pulled

5. I now realize my parents had reason to worry and cuss me out constantly. (or so I thought)

6. My parents did love me and did the best they could. (after all there is no handbook telling them how to raise me)

7. When I told myself I would never say "BECAUSE I SAID SO " and other sayings parents say , I LIED

8.I now suddenly realize no matter what my life is like the only thing that matters is what my childrens life will be , and thats ok.

9. with realization number 8 I realize I must be getting old.

10. I think a moment about plastic surgery and wish I could afford it.

11. I been with the same man for over 16 years , and I wonder how is it possible that for 6 months out of the year I love him and the other 6 months I want to leave or do him in.(if any of you long time married or realationship people can explain this please do)


so then for number 12 I think to myself, obviously I still don't know everything and I am still learning. I gather I will learn life till the day I die.

I think there is more thoughts to come at another time . Till then thanks for listenin (or reading ) Cher

Ineresting insights and thoughts, Cher.

WOW that was very interesting Cher glad u shared with us

cool glad u too liked it...lol but now looking at It I feel like a lil fool , I must have been real bored...lol

Oh! Don't feel like a fool! Never, ever feel like a fool for being honest and letting people know how and what you think and feel!!! Bored or not you really had some interesting thoughts in there - some things I think most people think about and you just put it out there is all. Was a good thing!